Things I hate.

I hate getting up early.
I hate pickles.
I hate talking in front of a lot of people.
I hate going places by my self for the first time.
I hate bad hair days.
I hate being really cold or really Hot and not being able to do anything about it.
I hate not exercise and then feeling tired cause i haven't.
I hate english and not being able to spell very well.
I hate not having a washer and dryer.
I hate when people don't listen when your trying to give direction on how to do something.
I hate chunks of fruit in yogurt.
I hate Dram Queens.
I hate When your driving and people don't let you in.
I hate being upset and not being able to let it go.
I hate doing dishes there just not fun. Especially if there is a big pile.
I hate fruit pie. i just don't like it.
I hate not being understood.
I hate being yelled at ill cry in a second.
I hate being scared when I'm by my self.
I hate the news because it scars me.
I hate being unprepared.
I hate being late for work.
I hate not being able to have really cute shoes because i have such big feet.
I hate my wisdom teeth they keeping coming in and out its driving me crazy.
I hate going to the beach only to find there are no waves to ride.
I hate when you run out of milk because i really love cereal.
I hate Dogs.
I hate when you cant find your preferred brand of deodorant at the store.
I hate when cookies get burnt. it just makes me sad.

Well that's enough for now just had to get that out in the open :)

Mom is out of the Hospital.

So my mom is at home now before she left she was able to do some stairs. So she said there is hope of her being able to get to her room witch is up stairs. But that wont be for some time i don't think. She is sleeping down on the couch for now. and cant get around to well. Ill be seeing her today and geting a new update on how she is.

I have one hip Mom

I went to the Fallbrook Hospital yesterday and saw my mom. she is doing just fine considering she was afraid she was going to die. She really was very emotional and scared. That's parable from working in the hospital and see things happen to other people. Plus all the TV shows that are out there can scare people. I told her i didn't think it was her time to go and that she is needed and loved by so many people. She has had three other surgery's but this one seem more scary to her because they were taking here hole hip out.
So she was doing good yesterday. But today the swelling might start and she will be feeling more pain. And they are going to walk around a little bit i think. She is going to be in the hospital until Sunday. Then she has 2 and a half months off of work to recover. So she will be at home all that time. so that's whats happening with her. i will keep you guys updated :)

Im boring i have nothing to post.

I thought i would try Thankful Thursday :)

I am very thankful for all that i have I'm my life i have always felt very blessed and happy.


I am thankful for my family i love them so much. and I'm so happy when I'm with them.

I am thankful for great parents who have given me so much and i have always felt very loved and trusted.

I am thankful for my husband who i love so much and who i don't know what i would do with out he is so sweet and goofy and smart and just makes me so happy.

I am thankful for gospel in my life and the knowledge that i have. i have always felt very comforted to know the plan of happiness and why were here. I'm thankful for our Savour and that we can return to with him some day. and also for Prayer and that were able to stay close to our father in heaven and receive his guidance in our lives.

I'm thankful for my brothers and all the fun activity we do together. Like wake boarding, body boarding, fishing, snow boarding, shooting, camping and just getting together and playing games. i always look forward to those times.

I'm thankful for my sisters who i love hanging out with and going shopping and doing crafts with making jokes with and quoting movies. they always seem to make me laugh. its fun times.



those are just a couple of things I'm thankful for in my life. :)

Service- I need to do more.

With the Youth group on Saturday we went down to the Deseret industry's in Colton witch is about 45 min north. and i was really glad because its been a wail since iv done some service. i was really glad i went. They showed us a couple of videos before we started about not hurting your self and lifting things properly and then one about humanitarian aid and showing other people who didn't have all the comforts we have and who were struggling. and at that moment i felt a little selfish. So to add to my goals for this new year i decided i need to give more service and try and be more Christ like. and have the thought more often of ..... What would Jesus do.

The group i was in was sent to the main floor were all the clothes were put out to sell. We went threw all of the racks, organized all the sizes, and organized by color then took the cloths that had been out on the for several week witch they had marked and took them off the rack. And what they do with those is donate them to places in need. for humanitarian aid and stuff. and by taking the those clothes off it makes room for the newest donated clothes. and whats funny is that a couple of weeks earlier i had put some clothes in one of the bins at the Church for DI and i found some of my stuff out on the floor to be sold. i was like hey these are my PJ pants from Christmas one year and i found a skirt i got at American eagle i just never wore. I just felt good after doing that. Because some weekends i feel so unproductive and waste full of my time. I realized i need to do a little more service. One it makes me feel good and two your helping others and forgetting your self. And it seem like when you forget your self and focus on others all the little problems you were seeing in your week or whatever aren't there any more. at least that's how i feel right now. I'm feelin good. I just feel more appreciative for what i have.

No Sleep

When your surrounded by sick people at work eventually its gona get ya. I'm not to bad but i was up all night Coughing. i couldn't breath with out couching so i had to sleep with a cough drop and when it ran out i would have to get another. then 5 came and now I'm freezing at work and cant get the heater to work...not cool. any ways.
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GOALS FOR ME!

I'm excited for the NEW YEAR I have a couple things i wont to work on. Or i should say accomplish!

1. Actually stick to working out on a regular bases.
2. Eating more healthy food. and not eating as much. this is gona be hard :(
3. Learn some new trades like Sewing, painting, cooking, new crafts I'm thinking of taking some classes at Joann's for fun.
4. I need to work on my spelling its terrible and i haven't really tried to improve. so I'm going to improve this year.

And i think that will keep me busy and the crafts will be fun to do so happy new every body!! I believe we can all accomplish our new goals!!