wow beehives

So Yesterday i taught my first lesson. and normally I'm nervous but not so much yesterday because i was trying keep there attention the hole time. i really felt like they didn't learn anything and I'm not looking forward to the next lesson because of that. I mean they weren't horrible but. I guess I'm just gona have to learn to teach a different way. Because they were talking a lot and some sat on the flour i don't like feeling ignored i guess. but whatever. I'm almost mad i wonted to tell them to leave the class if they don't wont to be there and pay attention. But i don't think that's the best way to Handel things. The second concealer of the Young women's who is over the beehives was in there and she is very up beat and has lots of energy and it see like you have to be that way to really get look at form any of the girls. and i guess I'm just frustrated over how things went and the way i feel now. if you guys have any suggestions i am willing to listen.

Busy

Well I'm so glad this week is over. Its been a busy one with all the stuff for Prop 8and voting and my sisters drama and my new calling and the Pharmacy being stupid. It will be nice to relax this weekend. I still have to prepare my lesson for Sunday Because i am the new beehive instructor. I still don't really know anyone in the ward that well at all. But I'm excited to work with these girls they seem to have a lot of energy so it should be fun. I just tend to get a little nervous when i give lessons or talks well talks are pretty bad because i tend to forget to breath. But with a small group and all girls i think ill be a little more comfortable. the smaller the group the better and more involved you can be so her is my positive attitude toward teaching. Ill let you know how things go.

And there there is my sister we don't have the best relationship. Especially since we don't live together any more we don't really see or hangout at all. but when we do, something always goes wrong one of us get upset over something. and we don't communicate well that's for sure. So iv decide i need to do something to change that. because she is having a really hard time in her life right now and i would like to be there for her. I love her a lot and care about her and am all ways worried for her but i don't think she see that at all. And the thing is i don't really know what she's going threw and i think i might be being a little hard on her because i don't understand exactly she is struggling with and going threw. i know she is depressed and has a lot of self issues. so for now i decide to just be positive around her and try to not pick on her at all. I'm sure it will take time to work things out.

Halloween Carnival

Well for work we had a Halloween carnival. and for once i was busy all week at work planing all the games and getting all the decorations ready. I made this big tree with a scary red face that lit up. It took me about a week to make i made it out of two tall box's and covered it with paper bags. we put it in the hallway as they walked down to the carnival game's in our banquet room. we had some fun games Ghost bowling,bean bag toss, fishing game,witch hat ring toss, a dart game and a cake walk. we had about 150 people show up witch was good and every one had fun so it went well. And i had McKenzie come help and volunteer to run one of the booths.Her costume was little dead riding hood it was cute. She was at the fishing both and people kept hitting here in the head with the clip on the end of the fishing pole. she's was a good sport.
this is after
this is before
This was the cake walk i was in charge of.
This is me with the Tin man and the cowardly lion they come to the craft time i do every morning.l
and here is the tree lite up in the hallway and this is the costume i had my mom help me make.i did all the easy sewing and she did all the hard sewing and hard work on it.We just went to Joann's picked out some fabric and came up with this it was fun to create and i had fun wearing it.

New Hair Cut

So iv decided that my hair just doesn't look that good long. Only because when i do grow it out the ends start looking all straggly and ugly. I really do like long hair. But i it doesn't grow that fast and so i end up cutting it to get a different style and that's what i need a new style so i got this and I really like it i was affraid at first cause my hair was long and a little past my shoulder and i could put it back now i cant that's for sure. But I'm glad i did it :)

I love crafts!

So this is the latest craft iv been working on. My sister in Law Angela made one of these books and i told her i loved the one she made and then sent me the wood letters. I had so much fun making it. Of course it took me a wail to make it because I'm a perfectionist some times. and i need to be completely happy with what i made. I think it turned out really good i made it the same colors as my apartment. Just one more thing i get to put up as home decor. I love to make things and decorate its just so much fun. I'm glad i have a crafty mom who showed me the way :)

I love Friday!!!

Well happy Friday everyone!! weekends are great no work and sleeping in :) fun fun fun! well I'm going to the Temple tonight and then out to dinner so that should be fun. Last night my mom held bunco out at the house and that was fun to play and hang out with my mom and grandma who i love so much. we decorated Grandma Jo's porch cause we had bunco there and it was funny cause McKenzie sat in one of the rocking chairs in this long black dress with a hood and scared people as they came up to the door. so funny! you could here the screams inside the house. I love that kid she's a fun little sister. Any ways i love all of ya have a good weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy friday

Happy friday every one :) Hope every one has a good weekend. i love the weekends no work :) i can do whatever i wont. and conference is this weekend that should be really good. When i was younger i got board cause i didnt listen and there was a comfe couch. but now that im older i really look forward to conference becuse it is so uplifting and inspiers me to do better and there are things we just need to hear again ya know what i mean. so that will be good. Um the weather has been really hot here lately like 95 to 101 and thats not cool but this weekend i heard it should go down so im hopeing for that. Well keep up the good stuff. talk ya soon.