Busy

Well I'm so glad this week is over. Its been a busy one with all the stuff for Prop 8and voting and my sisters drama and my new calling and the Pharmacy being stupid. It will be nice to relax this weekend. I still have to prepare my lesson for Sunday Because i am the new beehive instructor. I still don't really know anyone in the ward that well at all. But I'm excited to work with these girls they seem to have a lot of energy so it should be fun. I just tend to get a little nervous when i give lessons or talks well talks are pretty bad because i tend to forget to breath. But with a small group and all girls i think ill be a little more comfortable. the smaller the group the better and more involved you can be so her is my positive attitude toward teaching. Ill let you know how things go.

And there there is my sister we don't have the best relationship. Especially since we don't live together any more we don't really see or hangout at all. but when we do, something always goes wrong one of us get upset over something. and we don't communicate well that's for sure. So iv decide i need to do something to change that. because she is having a really hard time in her life right now and i would like to be there for her. I love her a lot and care about her and am all ways worried for her but i don't think she see that at all. And the thing is i don't really know what she's going threw and i think i might be being a little hard on her because i don't understand exactly she is struggling with and going threw. i know she is depressed and has a lot of self issues. so for now i decide to just be positive around her and try to not pick on her at all. I'm sure it will take time to work things out.