Venting: Emotionly Overwhelmed Moment!!!

OK so i am a shy and sensitive person especially when i do new things and meet new people. Well last night there was a progressive Christmas dinner for Relief Society. and at first Map quest lied to me so i got lost because a certain road wasn't open yet. So i had been frustrated. Then i walked in and there were so many people there it was overwhelming and i didn't really know any of them. or have talked to any of them for more then 3 min at a time. So i felt awkward and there wasn't enough room to even get to the food and sit any were. so i started feeling more awkward and was uncomfortable and lets not forget intimidated. so i steeped out of the room then i walked out side and got emotional some tears feel then i knew i couldn't go back in because i didn't wont to explain why my eye's were red. so i left upset and went home. Now i didn't realize until i got home that i was a little more sensitive because it like three day's until "that time of the month". and I'm always more sensitive then normal and i haven't cried for a wail now. So I'm kinda disappointed in my self because i kinda gave up to easily and let my emotions get the best of me. I should have tried to talk to some and be friend some one else but i didn't. But I'm defiantly not going by my self next time. i should have call my VT partner because she such a nice girl and one of the only people iv gotten to know. i didn't see her there but she's more new to the ward then me so. anyways i just needed to Vent. I don't really have any girl friends to talk to plus when i talk to people i just feel more insecure and vulnerable and such. so i figure i would just write it out.

anyways today is a new day gota stay positive. Iv got mutual tonight and i have to bring a treat so I'm gona try this new Recipe (Mrs Fields cinnamon maple rings) so if it turns out good I'll post it. well hope everyone has a good day.