Every morning i freak my self out walking to the car because its dark and I'm by my self. I don't watch the news and i don't watch scary movies. I don't watch CSI or anything like that because that is what ill think of when I'm by myself in the dark. I'm looking over my shoulder, walking fast, and jut freaked out. Its a problem. then once iv goten to the car i feel fine i feel safe but then i get to work and thank goodness our cleaning lady Mel is there already in side before we open. But i still have to get out of the car in the empty parking lot walk in the back gate and up to the door and again I'm freaked out.
Iv tried calming down but my brain is stubborn and i get thinking of all the crazy people that are out there and that i just might run into one of them.
So iv prayed for comfort and safety iv even sung a hymn in my head but I'm still paranoid. recently iv been thinking about getting some peeper spray that maybe that would make me feel save. and that i could feel like i had some kind of protection. So we will see if that helps. and I'm open to any suggestions that you might have that make you feel safe.
This last weekend i got to watch my Nephews. Wail Tyson and Autumn went to the temple. Hunter and i played the wii games and watched Toy Story. and then Hunter didn't want to go when his parents came he could have played the wii forever. and wyatt was so cute i just gave him lots of attention and he was happy.
Couldn't quite get him to smile wail i was holding him but that's ok.
adorable smile.
what a cutie :)
So i went to see Tonic in concert at the house of blues in SD not this last weekend but the weekend before. they were so good i had an awesome time. we go to be right in front next to the stage. these guy are so good live. I have them on my play list here the song is called ( if you could only see ) its probably my favorite song of theirs.
We go the Wii Fit on Saturday its so much fun iv been wanting one ever since i heard about it. We definitely don't have the money to go out and buy things like this that are a hundred dollars. And we didn't, we got it because of.... take a guess ....Credit card points!!! I think i love Credit cards :) any ways I'm glad we were able to get this its so much fun. and here are some photos of me having fun. don't be jealous you can come over and play any time :)
Here's me getting ready to train, get my self in shape the wii fit way!
Here is Morgan and his cute little new baby Molly! I got to go see them in the hospital she is so cute and fun to hold. I only got one picture and then my camera broke my lens got stuck open it had been giving me problems. So I'm lucky i got one picture. my mom has a lot on her blog if ya wona see more. Well I'm so excited i now have a niece on this side of my family and cant wait to see her at all the family get togethers and watch her grow up!
